Well I did it, I completed the point system 🙂 Mission accomplished. I’m extremely proud of myself actually. I did everything M asked for and more.
A lot has happened in the past few weeks…
The biggest and most important thing is that we finally met a girl. She’s honest and respectful and just plain amazing. We’ve decided not to have a relationship but we are having some fun with her 🙂 We went out on a date with her on a Monday, had a great time. The tension ended up being so high that she was in our bed the next day 😉
I think everyone was really excited to see where it all would go. We were all open and honest with each other from the get go. The most important thing was that no one felt like any of us were rushing into it, we just wanted to have fun. We had texted her for a little bit before we decided on anything but she had been the most decent girl we had met thus far and we pretty much knew from the start that she was a good fit. 🙂 We’ll call her Bri.
I was already in bed naked when she arrived at our apartment. M went outside to meet her and show her in, and once they were both inside M made her strip down naked. She was a little nervous about getting naked at first, but it didn’t take her long to get more comfortable. M got naked as well, and then he ripped the covers off of me and forced me and Bri to spread our legs so he could get a good look, and then he brought out the toys. Before she came over that day, M told her to stop at a sex shop and pick up a butt plug. She had never used one and was interested; so that hyped him up good 😛 At the start, he put the nipple clamps on both of us. She has very nice boobs 🙂 We took turns being spanked by M and while he was doing that, Bri and I took turns spanking each other. M is an ass man, so that turned him on alot and made him really nice and hard 🙂 I couldn’t wait to suck his dick when I saw how into it he was. I always love to see him horny and know that I have pleased him. After our spankings, I licked her pussy and fingered her, she seemed to really enjoy that and just when I got her close, M made me stop and we continued on to something else, switching things up here and there, to keep the passions running high. One thing I really wanted to see was him fucking her from behind. Thinking about that really made me hot and wet. So I watched him fuck her and when he was almost on the edge he laid down with us, Bri and I were laying at the top of the bed side by side and M was at the foot watching us with our legs spread, both of us wet and horny and ready to cum. We all reached a point where we were close and we came together and got off. It was really intense for the three of us to do it all at once. That was most definitely a new experience.
We’ve made plans to do it once more and with a different plan, so it stays new and we experience something different. That should be interesting. Bri has made sure from the start that both of us get what we want and need. She’s equal on who she talks to and makes sure no one gets left out. Like I said, This girl is amazing.
We are both very satisfied with the outcome. We’re really just trying to taking it one day at a time. It’s been a little bit of a struggle for me to share him and I’ve had to work through some things to get to my good thoughts, but I’m working on it. I always get scared of how a positive reality can waiver so easily into a negative one if you don’t tread carefully. Things can go wrong and people can always get hurt. So neither of us are taking things lightly.
I’ve been trying my best to not make stories up in my head of different realities that could happen and just focus on the here and now. I have more of a problem with that than M does. He’s never been insecure. I have always been shaky on things. Not in our relationship but just in general. I’m a very sensitive person and I tend to feel insecure in difficult or new situations. I don’t like change and I struggle to adjust. I’ve faced so many new experiences in this lifestyle and I’ve gotten through them. I can with this one just the same.
Everyone has been completely understanding and wonderful though. I am one lucky girl.
M has given me some new assignments to work on.
I tend to have problem with not doing things right when he tells me to do them. I’m always putting it off until “I” have time. I guess I get carried away with taking care of me and making him wait when It should be the other way around. So I am now going to focus on working on that. Even if it means losing sleep over it as M prefers to say. He says that work and sleep should come second to him, so now that’s the new task at hand… that and trying to turn on my subspace when I have spankings. We’re going to try and add more spankings throughout the week other than Mondays. He wants to be able to do them as much as we can.
I was given a spanking the other night before the two of us went to our parents for the weekend. It was the most intense spanking I think I’ve ever received. There are alot of things I’ve been stressed about lately and It’s hard for me to deal with all of it right now. Sometimes it gets out of hand and I get upset. At this point in time Friday, M and I were going over some issues and we just couldn’t come to a common ground or seem to compromise over them. So our release? He puts me over his knee and we fix it before we leave. He used every implement we had that night; I didn’t feel it until after we were finished and I was laying in his arms. I had never heard the term before, but M said that what I had experienced was called sub space. It was almost like a blackout. When It was over, I felt like a load of stress had been lifted up off of me.
As for today, we’re home and things are good. 🙂